My Daily Life

 July 12, 2021 I went through with retiring on June 1st, and ever since then it’s been a roller coaster ride with many twists and turns. Absolutely nothing has gone as planned.  My 15 year old niece had been in INBH since May 22nd for threats of self harm, but was released to home on May 31st.  Her first meeting with her counselor post hospitalization was 2weeks out. I finally got to meet with the counselor and Isabella on June 28th.  I found it interesting how dishonest she is with her counselor.  Either that or she doesn’t think what’s happening in her life is significant enough to talk about, or she truely has a mentality of a 6 year old and doesn’t know how to talk about these things.  In that meeting she told the counselor she looked up to me, knew I loved  her and cared about her and all she wanted was to spend more time with me. Since then she has proven the opposite!!  She has told me in person and in text that I hate her, and I should just kick her out.  She doesn’t want to li